Daily stuff # 3

I've been arguing with my mom so often these days that

I don't even know what's been causing these fights.

We barely talk, and when we do, it gets bad.

It's like Cold War in here.

I don't know what to do, since I'm not really a pro at apologizing, and, after all,

I don't know for sure it's entirely my fault.

Partially, yes, I'm the one to blame, with my coming home drunk and

missing for days behavior, but maybe she's got other problems on her

back as well.

I hope it'll be just like before, but I'm not ready to make a move towards that direction.

After all, I'm young.

That pretty much sums it all.

I've been listening to Hold On by Rusko

I've been reading The Kreutzer Sonata by Lev Tolstoy

I've been watching Snatch (Guy Ritchie) [again].

Daily stuff # 2

After all, I'm not going away. At least not these days.Something out of my comprehension, like passport trouble..

Not sure if I'm happy or sad about it.

Anyway, lately, one of my freinds has been constantly trying to cross over the border between

friends and.. more than friends.

Not sure about that neither.

Days have been passing slowly, waking up at 3 P.M and going to sleep at 4 a.m

and doing absolutely

nothing.

It's a rainy July but i'm sure sun will shine these days.

With love,

Pierrot

I've been listening to 11:59 by Blondie

I've been reading Tale of the Antichrist by Vladimir Solovyov

I've been watching Battle Royale (Kinji Fukasaku)